this is long,

am in a mood to blog this very midnight.
Maybe I really have something to say,
but it was kept in me all these while.
Yet, I still cant figure out what was that 'thing'.
I felt like, everything's mixed together.
my mind was kinda complicated, just for tonight, but Im calm. very.

Im very free cause I dont own anyone right now. I've got studies filling up my few crucial months.
the times since I became NOT in a relationship gave me more time to spend with my besties. And it seemed like I got to understand them more & even giving out my care and time, my precious time, to share every single part in life with them. Even those who are not close, became closer. Very well done.
Getting so much time to sleep, blog, to be in front of the study table, to be more commited to do other stuffs.
I thought kinda long, and felt that maybe its really not the right time for me, for us. Dont wanna mention. =)
I have to apologize that Ive been so strong all these while, I even ignored your care, your call.
But,
I need to suit myself also. I have my priorities in life. Im not needing any Love right now. Oh yea.

Im kinda satisfied with my life, except for one thing, My body is getting weaker since I jammed tennis and stretching for some times. Its time to get back. Real soon, man. =S
So IM SICK NOW. this is the prove. AWFUL.
Lastly,
Hope we'll enjoy during the trippp this saturday and sunday, everyone!

Just try to figure me out. 

Goodnite.

-ash-

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