life.

No matter how busy we get ourselves involved in things, 

there's still a need, 

to leave some time for ourselves, only ourselves.

I tend to put away my studies and reach out for other beneficial articles, some other stuffs, that could fulfill me into a real 'solid'.

I know its long way to go, before I ever reach that stage,

but 

if I never ever start, when will I achieve?

Other than studying, its no fault to go into entertainment.

I mean, there's no point keep stressing yourself to move into the books when your heart is already not into it.

Just enjoy what you wanna play and do it all before studying.

It doesnt mean that you get into things and be so concerned about it will bring you good results.

NOT.AT.ALL

I'm an example,

I used to study like hell lots of hours and even skip meals, yet in the end you got a piece of pie.

then tried studying with the heart and mood, and ended up with a bigger piece of pie. (although not the biggest, at least its bigger than the previous effort)

That differs between study hard & study smart.

Seeing some of the others giving themselves too many rules in life.

'I must not do this', 'I must do that', 'Life shouldn't be like that blah'

This aint a life you are living dude

go through it and take things as it is

I was someone that previously make rules for myself, I admit.

my life was like so ''robot-ic''

even the time of having fun, Im having in my brain that :

' I gotta do this when I get back'

'I forgot about that omfg Im so worried'

'Love the one you loved and do all you can for him'

you get me? I was a person that's full with this theory (which is kinda hot thing to do on FB right)

people love posting nice quotes, me too.

but that sucks. so I suck too.

Quotes are nice  to hear, nice to listen,

making them come true is so untrue.