reflection

result of nail colors trial at the mall ;)

there are many different things I'd learnt and went thru throughout these 17 years, just like the different colors of my nails.

sometimes I'll think 'why others have this and not me' 

or maybe 'why am i going thru sadness but not others'.

Then time passes by, and I realized that the answer to all these questions is 'these are stages of life, everyone will go thru it someday'.

I turn back and look sometimes when I'm alone,

seeing myself in another stage, upgrading myself day by day, 

I feel so grateful to God.

And also looking at younger ones,

makes me know how my brother & seniors look at a person like me, in the past, found out that as a person, I really suck. HAHA.

you can check out my status, *if u're interested*

to see wtf I was.

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=467342187133&set=a.467337462133.256715.620912133#!/photo.php?fbid=467342122133&set=a.467337462133.256715.620912133&pid=6134698&id=620912133

this whole album of status, by FB's new app.

you can look back on your status so far in 2010,

http://apps.facebook.com/mystatusinyear/ 

people will think that I was a person who's reluctant to give up on the bf,

or maybe thinks that I'm very geeky cause of my status, 

I admit I was once like that,

but I did prove you wrong NOW, peeps  

I wouldn't remember I could write such lovely or maybe u call it goosiebumps phrases 

if I didnt click  into this app. 

am still wondering what will I think of myself when I look back after 17 years more?

that would make a 34 year old Ashley.

=)