#dumb

have you ever felt the urge to know someone's life?
Its happening on me.
I guess its just my busybody-ness or some damn curiosity
no idea why but I just feel like knowing how had my friend been now.
maybe my friend is totally not interested in my life, but, yea you know.

I really need some space to concentrate.
100% of my brain, 60% had been used up by this curiosity
HAHAHA u must be thinking whathell am i doing
Yea, even I myself feel dumb.
No worries.

I'm 18 and I'm still a teen.
sometimes I have to indulge in my own feelings and not stopping them from controlling me.
when Im satisfied, I will control them back again.