b

okayyy
you wont be able to imagine how SYOK is this G-SHOCK
so chio man.

dont go on telling me that girls cannot wear this kinda stuffs,
its special isnt it?
* tell me it is *
so into watches since my baby SWATCH is already 2 years old +++
XD
and its like so ''chan'' already.
u gotta rest babe!



okay so now baby shock,
am gonna get chuuu. =DD

still into

xin qiang by guo jing

just cant stop itttt.

..

ki siao!
mag and I cant wait to go for IU nite 2010.

after this exam,
we will go-and-get-our-outfits!
* i promise *
smoke this year out guys.
gotta enjoy this fun times,
preciously cant get it back after we leave school.
where to find man, no where else.
yea.
thats why.
and nex is to go for camp with BB *yunting*
i know she wants someone to accompany her so so much.
=D
B its our last year for AGAPE.





perhaps use this times to cover all the sadness. 
hope that we all could. =D
i really hope i can do it.

sometimes a smile covers everything.
even if its temporary, i would also smile.
so.

不是承诺不实际，而是人类的心善变

i thought this out by myself after i filtered my brain for a long time

 *claps* for myself

到最终

你还是不了解我所说的  所做的

我们

就是 我和你

miao.

someone wanted to show off his skills in photography 

cheh but still so lousy

although i said that i hated this picca, but actually i loved it much
=)
don fly don fly.

apparently he was back for the weekends,
taking design,  *interesting*
wonder if he could design a dress for me? aww. *kay stop dreeaming ash*

thankiu for coming back even in the busy weekends.
thankiu for talking to urself hahaha (cause i was studying and he was like ''oi. don ignore me kay'')
thankiu for the food
thankiu for the ultimate gift u brought back



so-so good friend huh.
appreciate gao gao man!




current song im alw listening to

click this


very nicee & touching.

her love is my drug.

darling
i didnt even expect myself to tell you that.
and i finally did pour out.
and i made you cry.


maybe thats good for you.
i hope you know your problem
and i am very happy that you told me as well.
=)


after this,
i think u felt more comfortable with yourself.
and U've tried to change.
You cant do it immediately,
u must have patience with it.
part by part, slowly,
u will know the world.
Love u loads girl
promise me to be fine okay?



yes,
my darling.
my best friend ever
Ruu.

dear Queen

听见你唱歌，真的又起了鸡皮疙瘩
爱死你

魏如昀 
还是你
=）
给我的感动
从未改变

或许很少人会欣赏你
但是你的态度 你的个性
is totally attracting me

*lovess*












have just ended my form 4 physics stuudiesss, form 5 tonight,
and
biology will officially occupy my saturday & sunday!
awful weekend to be. =(

yes,
as awful as the =( on the toe.

darling friday

okay crap, my fingers are rough man!!

每天就是期待放学
或许是因为一回到家就能听见你的声音


我们距离很遥远
但是我相信你不会跟他一样犯错
he aint no pretty face like you do,
but he has a pretty heart that u dont.



cant wait for friday
u will be back in mentakab.
love the way u tell me about life.

=)

________________________________________________________________________________




as a person with humanity,
we will face a lot of comments and even critisism.
no matter we like it or not,
we gotta face it and accept comments as well as ideas to change yourself.
we cant be keep demanding others to change for us and we just wait for them to fulfill us,
right?


the worst thing on earth is when someone cant accept the fact.
and when someone cant take others' comment warmly,
but in return fight irrationally for his/her rights like a fool.


if everything in this world can be just said like this,
then why should there be a word called ''explanation'' ?
at times, we would get tired.
tired to even think of small patty things, unimportant creatures.





this is merely a conclusion for today.
done.
with
my
simple
theories.

CHEMISTRYYYYYYYYYYYY!

;;

连自己的感情都首不住的人，又怎么懂得爱
不能立足。







我喜欢错过的滋味
酸酸的  非常强烈
让我更加倔强


=）









纯粹耍情绪，非真人真事
this is my blog.

=0

stayed up with me yesterday
and i was so thankful.
=)


i knew he was tired staying up that night,
i knew he only could be here for twice in a month.


and,
most of all
thank you for not minding about the pillow.
how ironic right?
it was just simply my past.
and i know he understands me.

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER   

-the best thing on earth is when u could endure me for my past-

..

dammit.

tis was the debt i need to pay back to Mr. ____ .
his Bom won my CL.

and the deal of exchange was to take a picture of a C & a L
so it equals to CL.

__________________________________________________________________________________




i would like to say,
people are not dumb,
and i am not deaf.

so sometimes lies cant be covered.
its the second time a liar lied to me.

well,
go on and i will pretend to be lied.
ha.

exam posts #1

I've got a tight grip on reality,
and i know i will have a tighter lock onto my future.
















=)

pathetic post, so u better dont read it.

hullo my blog.

Good evening.











sorry
i gotta leave my Queen for so many days
=(

will get back to you after my papers.
get through it togetha, deal?









see?
super pathetic right?

different.

看事情的远近不一样
对感情的定义也不相同
所以对最后的结局也无话可说


往者犹可谏，来者犹可追

就算再适合的一双鞋子，也未必能够穿得久

昨晚 想清了许多
穿着鞋子，可能就会绑我一辈子。
阻碍我的梦想
阻止我离开国家

保留现状
因为 我已不一样












这篇文章读起来很悲，
但其实没有.
那只是我，
又在耍情绪

=)

.

some things may not come true as what we always wanted.
results,
joy,
fun

almost every single thing is not predictable.











well,

i guess i gotta stay at my own pace,
the pace that loves to take risks at 0% worries.




*crossed*

曾有的遗憾

其实我错过了一些乐趣
一些我可以趁年少的时候做的事情

失去
一些人
一些朋友  伙伴们

 


一些话语
一些过去
一些表情  













=）
人生就是要过得精彩些

好好过

肩 | 间

肩和肩之间
没有触碰
只留着一个隔开双肩的空间


脸和脸
也无法及时反应过来








非常抱歉
我不是故意的

long songs.

was looking thru Love Stories together with babe Horhui today.
we just loved the songs inside.

i guess it really brought my mind back to the oldies,
and the feeling as a teen.
=)




should thank babe Maggie for getting it.
so-so into 'Love songs mood' right now.

if that wasnt me,

would things go the same?

this would be forever a nice and big question mark in me.

dont worry guys,

the sun will always shine again.

=)

a boy that attract a lot of girls doesnt mean that he's a good boy.

a girl that goes to a boy aint a good girl.

=)

jackass.

ur sickness came again
that kind of stupidity
gross. gross. gross.





although we are both 17, we are both classmates,
but
i wont say sorry.
because i said what i actually wanted to.

but u dont realize it.

=)

原来你已经变得那么不重要

 无知

简单

  

他说：

‘这就表示你成功了’

爽。

f,

渐渐
看腻了
想腻了
烦腻了




第一次


i guess im really tired
its time to rest. 

可笑，还是无知？

sister's got almost 5 and a half years and going with it still.
brother's is 6 years and both are still continuing with it.
well on the go! =)
mine was 11 months and it actually played a full stop.









today she told me bout her marriage plans. with her ''hang fuk'' look.
then i was like ''wow, u guys have just started, so eager. too fast?''
 thinking in ma heart, 'and u're just 17. dont expect any stable ones.'
she answered me, ' ha? we've been together for a week ALREADY, very long ALREADY man! '


and i went "oh gosh''
woahh, so longgggggg



among friends, a number of em felt that mine was counted in the quite-long-category.
hehes, by the way it ended.
so, *claps claps*
in my heart 11 months is nothing to cheer of.
if u have the same thinking as i do, u'll understand why i feel so.


and she still continued tell me

so long . so longgggggggggg.


WOW.

s.

=)
midnight 2am,
thanks for ur companion.








but









再提醒你
im not worth waiting for.

xD

there are few more persons up the stairs.
i see you guys,
but i just shut up and kept on talking.
purposely for you guys to listen.
come on.
kid.














i wonder what m i still hoping from you.
a little bit of care? a little bit of understanding?
nah. nothing.
all u are doing now is blaming.
scolding.
yes.
all on me.

Z

is there a need to lie?
just to protect your image?

我呸











don make me hate you please.

enjoying youth.

i should be sitting at my desk right now.
but since my parents are out, so.... *u know what we usually do lah*.

gonna have a break after 7 chapters of bio,
miahahaha. although im not gonna be a DR.
bbbbuut future, who knows.

aiyooo,

today one of my muar friend text me,

and asked me how am i going on with life.

by then only i thought,

 yea,

how am i doing in life man?

i got stunt and i cant believe that i dont know how to answer him.

the first word in my mind was,

FINE.

then i thought again,

am i fine?

hahahahah.

wo jiu shi jiang weird lo.

jiu shi hen xi huan think.

hmmm

life have lotsa ups and downs of course,

but if u take time.

sit back and realize that u have lots of stuffs undone.

and there's many things that i've not tried.

lastly in my mind was,

appreciate youth!

even having a relationship before, is a part of youth.

having break ups is also a part of youth.

stepping into dog's shit.

times of emo-ing.

everything.

hah! old guys wanna have em back?

u cant anymore.

so so so. 

do whatever u can to enjoy when u're young.

=) teeehees.

ttaatla.

currently going back to old song. =)

kiss-because im a girl (korean or english version)
katy perry-thinking of you
colbie calliat-I never told you








loved them cause of the lyrics and also the melody.
less of korean pop already.
going into soft ones, like how i was last time.
=P

photo of the day

ashley-darling j.wen

loved.