today was kinda disaster day.
when you are sick and don't know whether you are cold or hot.
superb torturing.
I hope its not fever again.
and people around me are sick too. a lot of em'.
=( take care guys.
Mr. virus/bacteria/whatevershit don't strike me please Im getting lifeless cause of you
Oh and thank you for caring ;))
 


&
I cant wait for friday
and those pictures.
PEACE
HOORAY!
*baby I like it, the way you move on the floor....*　
this ass song keeps running thru my brain when I think of parties!
IMＳＵＰＥＲSTRESSEDＯＵＴ
ＴＡＫBOLEHＴＡＨＡＮAH

one and only

I dont know where will I go next year,
but wherever I go, I'll go with you 
=)

you are my best accompaniment
Love,
ashley.

webcammed =))

congratulations, Im finally sick,
with the help of my greed to finish the spicy fries *IM A BIG FAN OF MCDONALD'S*.
I love eating heaty things so much that sore throat became my best friend.
I can even sense when it will come, and when it'll cause me to cough & to sneeze
FMLLLLL gao gao.

YES I STILL LOVE SPICY AND SOUR AND CHEESY FOOD
PLZ DEAR?




=))


and there's a whole loads of things in my wishlist
that I wanted so long
and most of them are clothes hahahaha
Im into stripes recently
I didnt know why though.
I once loved them, then changed to plain colors, then back to them again.
You will see a lot of toolbars and shortcuts in my Firefox, cause there're so much to buy.

But I dont hope to get rewards without any achievement, I'll feel like Im wasting plain money like using tissues.
So let me do my best in my SPM, and I'll get all of em'.

1st, Dear Paramore GOLD HEART PENDANT.
2nd, 2ne1 To Anyone Album (I think that guy already ordered)
3rd, A new sports bag
4th, A new Ipod
5th, That blouse, pants, dresss

Although I've lost my phone, but Im not interested to get a better one anyhow.
Perhaps its not that important.
People nowadays want an EVERYTHING-IN-ONE phone,
but I still prefer ONE THING-IN-ONE,
such as a separate camera, a separate headphone, a separate onlined device.

wishlist,
I'll see u being striked off in no time.
fingers crossed,


and yes,
girls are greedy.
*wink

tooooo-o-o-oanyyone =D

this song is named Go Away
and its so nice, so tempting, so meaningful, so attractive, so high, so beaty
=D
its actually in Korean.
but I'll post the English translation.






and yes he slapped dear CL.
=(


[CL]
You’re so cheap and this isn’t like you
I can’t get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah
[Minzy]
A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah
[CL]
Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Minzy]
Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now
[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand
[Dara]
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight 
[CL]
Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I’m walkin’ out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That’s my way
I gave it my all, so I don’t have regrets
Pretending like you’re more sad
Pretending you’re cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain’t shit without your crew
I don’t have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don’t want to see your ugly face again no more
[Minzy]
Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Dara]
Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now
[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand
[Minzy]
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight
Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away
[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

mixed

Photo of the day 

black n white my all time fav =)

confession of the day

IM A LIL' MAD TODAY

you don't know what appreciating is and so you don't deserve me treating you good.

and even if I do, 

it doesn't mean I forgive you, I'm just kind to people. ;)

 

 songs of the day

Queendom - your umbrella

Queendom - fantasy 

its still fresh for me,

so wouldnt be able to judge it as nice, or not.

let them beee in ma ears for a longer period of time

;D

Issues of the day

Memory loss is the single biggest fear for Americans over the age of 55. 

So what about Malaysians?

I don't wanna be one of em but this fact just cant be denied.

=((

sometimes when we have something in mind,

and POP! its gone, spontaneously.

and you will go WTF was I thinking about just now?!!

memory loss, our all time best friend, eh?

 Some solutions for improving our memory :

1, Crossword puzzles 

2, Sudoku puzzles

ok fine BORING.

3, Working up a sweat helps your mind stay fit better than any crossword puzzle

4, Note down important notes

5, Looks at those notes frequently

   Below, 20 sure-fire suggestions, to get rid of your bad bad mood : 

those in red are working for mua ;D

1. Bake something.
2. Buy something new for yourself
   
3. Look at pretty fall clothes online.
4. Take a kickboxing class.
5. Call a close/ old friend
6. Sit in a cafe sipping a cappuccino and reading, cell phone off.
7. Dance in the living room to Tina Turner.
8. Meditate
9. Blare your favorite song.
10. Ask for a hug.
11. Eat a luscious piece of dark choc
    
12. Organize a drawer that's been driving you nuts.
13. Repeat a mantra. Try: I am good.
14. Write in your journal
    
15. Watch Anne of Green Gables (insert your own favorite feel-good flick here).
16. Go for a run.
17. Do something kind for someone else.
18. Channel the heroine in the movie as yourself
19. Take a bath

awesome I fell in love with you 

=)





=D

I don't know your name,
but
YOU_ARE_SO_HOT_THAT_YOU_MELTED_MY_HEART
OUCH!

plain

did some sketching when I was bored in school
=)

Thought of my ideal guy this midnight
He must : 
be able to accompany me into the hills, to where I wanna go.
be able to take care of me yet doesnt need too much of my care.
have the same thinking as me.
someone who can work & compete with me.
be able to make decisions.
be patient and don't give me trouble.
be calm, loving.
be the one who keeps quiet when everyone's making those hell noise.
be the one who dares to confront me.
not let me treat him like my son. *i am not your baby sitter*

I guess my demands changed a lot, eh?
I used to take care of my boyfriend a lot.
I used to listen to him a lot.
I used to be the one who makes decision.
but these are all when I was form 4.

suddenly thought of this to post as one of my friend reminded me bout this
=)
many things depend on how we think.
an open minded always invites a better life-- Ashley.

stayed up till 4am.
and I totally felt great.
not tired at all. Eh?
I didnt know why.
Usually I'll look at the time, and then sleep when its about 1am.
But this time, I managed to stay till 4.30am.
=D claps for myself.
I didnt look at the clock this time & kept on studying as long as Im not feeling sleepy yet.
super fun, and felt very relaxed with the cold weather, thats superb soothing.
I was texting with someone at that time too.
stayed together till 4+.
I counted pigs to sleep and that person counted elephants hahahah
guess who's that.

felt satisfied for this night.
Let me be satisfied for the second night too.
buhbye hearts the world.




and,
please don't judge your friend as if  you are totally right.
I respect your boyfriend that is why I didnt blame you for that.
I don't hope there's a second time.
young fella
gross la you.





sometimes lovveeeeeeeeeeee knock you down

Let me introduce someone special ;)

MINHO! Yes and he is!
Stage name: Minho (민호 or 珉豪)
Birth name: Choi Minho ((최민호)
Birth date: December 9, 1991 (1991-12-09)
Position: Rap, Vocal Specialties: Can speak Chinese and English. 

his rap is like so so good between Korean boys
if he could be like Eminem someday, Im gonna watch you in Korea man!
;D

Didnt know why I had interest in him, but it actually came from Lucifer.
hahahahaha
the first time I actually know him, I mean know his name & looks, is thru Dreamteam,
he was with his long prince-like hair, which I didnt like. Uh-ah =(
Then Maggie showed me Lucifer & his hair was short + neat + special (for me).
I started craving for infos bout SHINee and got to know more bout em'.

They came up with a new song named Hello.
Yet Im still loving the Older one named Replay
like for so long right.



loved this kinda slow club songs
=)



and one more freaking thing
IMISSEDTHEPARAMORECONCERTBECAUSEOFMYSECONDTRIAL
FIRST THING I-REGRETTED-SO-MUCH IN MY LIFE
awful.

gotta go,
the books booked me.
twiddles!

brought the Monster (on the left) & the Alien (on the right) to the theme park
the Monster went on almost everything, she's like so so bravee ;D
and the Alien cried once she hears the loud and shrieking sound
the Alien is like me when I was young, timid & careful as always.
Next went to the Elephant Sanctuary.
These KL kids doesnt know about this & its a good exposure for them, to know the environment more right.

look how lovely
told you that family rules =D
you won't know it until you feel it.

and also I took care of my grandpa, who loves to visit places
this is YeYe

hearrttttt
october is a family month
exam month,
& Halloween!!!!!

after classes I went to the theme park with the bunch.
;D
was actually out with Dom, Ife, The boys & Ze yee's bunch.
due to my fever, I can't really sit on rides *I LOVE THEM & I MISSED ALL OF IT*
I wanted to try the lighter ones first, den go onto more challenging ones,
anddddddddd
So I went on the flying chair (which I thought was very mild)
BUT it was so much faster than Genting's & it actually cause me to go dizzy,
=( aww dammit.

so I didnt continue with the other rides.
WHAT A DAY.

really loved the time with them
;D too bad maggie & the rest wasnt here.

tribute for Queen
=D
since how long i've been following her.
seriously non-stop

her site :
queenqueen.org


her music sings into people's heart.
she's not those ordinary good voice only,
but its her affection
and her love for God  =))
I - LOVE
now she's with her band -- Queendom
if you don't know this you are not a fan.



2 friends around me who loves her actually love the same style as me,
thats what I realized.
wensin & zhiyong ;D







wo ai ni ai wo.

thanks to tomyam food, fever strucked me *im pure tomyam freakkkk*
that brought me nearly drop dead
its like the whole head was so heavy
i am still =(( . 
first of all you made me so unwell
secondly you made me miss my tuition
thirdly you made me miss my babe's party
IM REALLY SORRY. =(
when ife called me i was like so guilty that I couldnt attend.
hope she liked the card + the dress we gave to herrrr.

and once,
I realized again
family is really the best placce ever to hang out in or with.
=D
I love God, I love myself
and now
learning to love my family members, then proceed to love others.
its priceless!

lovelyy =D

too bad bryan ho wasnt here.
loves.

didnt really like it when I realized you copying the way I speak or the way I type.
I mean, those funky words I created by myself.
Why would you wanna be like me. I-DON-KNOW-WHY
If you're chinese ed, then go on with it,
just don't be a ''wanna-be''.
I don't like it man.

but Its fine with me at least I know someone's catching up with my way.
LMAO
;D


coming up with more wedding pictures & also harmone's birthday celebration.
miss-e-world, cause I skipped school todayyy
love.

N.

dont claim something as 'no good' just because you can't get it in your hands.
its very awful and embarrassing to do so.

I threw my temper today, I am sorry.

life.

No matter how busy we get ourselves involved in things, 

there's still a need, 

to leave some time for ourselves, only ourselves.

I tend to put away my studies and reach out for other beneficial articles, some other stuffs, that could fulfill me into a real 'solid'.

I know its long way to go, before I ever reach that stage,

but 

if I never ever start, when will I achieve?

Other than studying, its no fault to go into entertainment.

I mean, there's no point keep stressing yourself to move into the books when your heart is already not into it.

Just enjoy what you wanna play and do it all before studying.

It doesnt mean that you get into things and be so concerned about it will bring you good results.

NOT.AT.ALL

I'm an example,

I used to study like hell lots of hours and even skip meals, yet in the end you got a piece of pie.

then tried studying with the heart and mood, and ended up with a bigger piece of pie. (although not the biggest, at least its bigger than the previous effort)

That differs between study hard & study smart.

Seeing some of the others giving themselves too many rules in life.

'I must not do this', 'I must do that', 'Life shouldn't be like that blah'

This aint a life you are living dude

go through it and take things as it is

I was someone that previously make rules for myself, I admit.

my life was like so ''robot-ic''

even the time of having fun, Im having in my brain that :

' I gotta do this when I get back'

'I forgot about that omfg Im so worried'

'Love the one you loved and do all you can for him'

you get me? I was a person that's full with this theory (which is kinda hot thing to do on FB right)

people love posting nice quotes, me too.

but that sucks. so I suck too.

Quotes are nice  to hear, nice to listen,

making them come true is so untrue.

=S

insomnia nights are awful.
this is the first time I been on such a serious one.
=(

then I kept listening to this




I miss his voice, Mr. MinHo.
I actually didnt like MinHo with his Prince hair before that,
I loved him in such a BEAST look now. =D
Who knows, people differs right.

And during the insomnia period I chat vf maggie for like 2 and a half hour.
she ended up getting up for school, but not me.
hahahahahaha
I woke up and felt like, ''schools got nothing to do today, so blah it''

-

Hi

i probably would not like you in future,

but i dont hate you right now.

because of what you claimed me as,

how awful.

didnt really like the way u talk, but still not to the extend that im angry.

what you said,

had caused

firstly, ur boyfriend's value to drop

secondly, your own value to drop

thirdly, my thinking to be the same as yours, that kiddy

fourthly, me something to laugh at

fifthly, your life to be in a mess

im speaking very politely right now

but I know you wont see this unless your boyfriend shows you this.

lastly,

here,

a mirror for you,

to look at yourself.

cause I've looked in it before posting this.

a past is a past,

I wouldnt wanna grab it from you,

right?

or you feel unsecure with me around?

too bad.

PLEASE,

act like a human.

You've been a joke in my life,

you should be proud of it.

snatch thief, u-suck

how long have i abandoned my blog.
I have a lot of things to say but Im very lazy.

Let pictures tell em.
I am currently fine, not that frightened by the snatch thief already.
seriously I didnt expect myself to pull my phone back.
Maybe I lost rational at that time.
You imagine, If someone takes ur thing, naturally u'll pull it back right.
It was kinda terrifying.
Cause I can listen to his breath. Its so, so Gross.
I dont know how to describe that feeling,
although I was moody at that time, but I still tried to joke and crap at times. HAHA

And I thought thru this yesterday night.
wondering what would it be w/out my cell.
1, I wouldn't look back on our stuffs when Im free
2, I don't need to try so hard to delete my past (cause the thief took it away, and I wont feel guilty)
3, FB mobile is so out of my way
4, I wouldn't text when Im studying
5, I can't listen to songs
6, I lost my alarm clock
7, I lost our photos
8,  I lost our 4000+ messages
9, I lost the trial tips (ok its useless now)
10, I LOST MY VIDEOS QUEEN & SHINee
11, I also had my CONTACTS all gone.


FFFFFFFF