call me ASH ♥

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Bow DIY tutorial ;)

Okay I don't fancy ribbons, at all! but I like DIYs ;)
So I learnt this from my coussie. Let's see.

First, GRAB THE INGREDIENTS
-a strip of ribbon (depending on what kinda pattern u want it to be)



 
- a needle
- scissors
- roll of thread (depending on what color your ribbon is)
- hot glue gun

SECONDLY, CUT THE RIBBON


TAHDA
but actually the length of the ribbon is also depending on your own favor ;)))

THRIDLY, FOLD THE RIBBON STRIP INTO HALF


remember! FOLD, not CUT.
press the folded line hard, to produce a line.
and then,
Open the folded strip, and u'll see the middle line   



NEXT



fold the ribbon strip.
and the middle line at the bottom part must be aligned with the top part (where the ribbon's head & tail meets)
then, press it down. (as picture below)



AND, SEWING TIME!
pierce the needle thru
and start sewing ;)





until u get something like this


after u're done with the sewing, pull the thread hard until u see the folded thingy.
tighten it, and tie a knot. real tight ;))
and see a bow shape formed?
hahaha.
we're about to finish!



LASTLY
to make the bow look nicer.
cover it with a thinner strip of ribbon in the middle (where the thread marks are there, don't leave it alone, it's so damn awful) COVER IT!


THERE U GO!



u can use this as a hair deco, hot glue gun the black pin to the bow.
u can use it as a badge, to like pin in on ur clothes or maybe pencil box? bag?
yea.
done.
twiddles peeps.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

..

就快31了
也就是月尾啦。
今年不能参与朋友们一起去派对。 原因是想自己去吉隆坡疏松心情,并在表姐家小住几天。
有时觉得在文德甲真的会快爆炸了,而且很腻,尤其是每天都oldtown, and it changed its freaking menu, and it still sucks. With its pricy food and drinks, FOT. Ok I keep on critisizing it but I'll still go there =P


urm so, 我的重点是
如果有什么事情要找我,
就尽快。
我害怕时间不多了.........touchwood!!
总之就拨打0146451180
=)

Saturday, December 25, 2010



I wonder if its fate,
that brings people together?
For me, I believe in it, and also trust that it's God that made everyone of us contact with each other.

it was just a day before christmas, (yesterday)
a few, bout 5 old buddies asked to meet up.
I was so shocked that they all came together, but from different places.
One was from afar, he purposely came back to Mentakab & dated me for lunch HAHA!
I really miss everyone whom I've not seen like for a week, a month, a year!

everyone's born alone,
without anyone beside, but their family.
So we have the chance to meet all kinds of people in the world,
and in this big big universe, I meet all of YOU!that's something wonderful isn't it?
without friends, we are almost nothing, they're the first people that we know after our family members, they won't leave, they are always beside you no matter what the shit your attitude is, and also the ones that point out what's wrong with you. amazing huh?
without a boyfriend/girlfriend, we are still the same, cause we're born without them, it's not a need.

teehees.
cant wait for the meet ups!
=D
wanna see how much u guys changed.
lovey dovey,
arshhhhh.

p/s : i'm leaving very soon, early january, before 10th. Miss the world!


and yea, MERRY CHRISTMAS & THANK YOU LORD, FOR BEING HERE ALL THE TIME ;)





Thursday, December 23, 2010

pre-xmas post!

sorry for the blur pictures these days,
daddy took baby cam to Hannoi ;)
I'm missing baby cam & of course, DADDY!
although he just went for like not more than 24 hours, I'm missing you already.
*dont worry your dear daughter will pray for your safety all the time* 

I'm here to wish people out there MERRY BERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
=D

okay im not trying to be sexy or cute. just a signature pose *fingers up*


Oh santa u're coming, I've been a good girl all these while, so u better put a big big gift into my red huge socks! HAHA I'm going ''SHUT UP'' to myself.

Christmas is all about our Jesus Lord the Saviour that crucified on the cross for our sins, we sinners are now clean because of Him.
He came to the earth on the 25th, Xmas =)
A time for families to gather together, A time for laughters and joy to be sprinkled all around.
It's a time for celebration.
Even if you just stay at home, its okay, just know this is Christmas & watch movies that're suitably themed.
Imma have a steamboat party with movies & gift exchange of course on the Eve,
cause Im leaving the 25th for family & God.



Guess my task is done!
Hoho.
People, enjoy!
think of good things, let sadness be dust for one day!
=)











i heart love songs too

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

reflection

result of nail colors trial at the mall ;)





there are many different things I'd learnt and went thru throughout these 17 years, just like the different colors of my nails.
sometimes I'll think 'why others have this and not me' 
or maybe 'why am i going thru sadness but not others'.
Then time passes by, and I realized that the answer to all these questions is 'these are stages of life, everyone will go thru it someday'.
I turn back and look sometimes when I'm alone,
seeing myself in another stage, upgrading myself day by day, 
I feel so grateful to God.
And also looking at younger ones,
makes me know how my brother & seniors look at a person like me, in the past, found out that as a person, I really suck. HAHA.
you can check out my status, *if u're interested*
to see wtf I was.
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=467342187133&set=a.467337462133.256715.620912133#!/photo.php?fbid=467342122133&set=a.467337462133.256715.620912133&pid=6134698&id=620912133
this whole album of status, by FB's new app.
you can look back on your status so far in 2010,
http://apps.facebook.com/mystatusinyear/ 
people will think that I was a person who's reluctant to give up on the bf,
or maybe thinks that I'm very geeky cause of my status, 
I admit I was once like that,
but I did prove you wrong NOW, peeps  
I wouldn't remember I could write such lovely or maybe u call it goosiebumps phrases 
if I didnt click  into this app. 
am still wondering what will I think of myself when I look back after 17 years more?
that would make a 34 year old Ashley.
=)



















phobia

I guess I really gotta overcome that fear.
or else I'ld have a hard time in life.
The fear is in me, and so I'll have to put in more effort, like never before.
=)
I can do it, so we can do it too.


I feel so dumb today.
so let me just click on the publish button and ciao guys =)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

im on fire.

In the end, I knew that you don't deserve any good from me.
Maybe I didn't know you well or whatsoever, you will not change.
Even if you do, you'll still be the same again!
I'm kind of pissed off right now.
I thought, you were someone I could forgive.
I thought, you were someone that would need my help.
I thought. Yes, I thought.
I won't forget you, cause You really suck to the max.



Monday, December 20, 2010

=)



I'm feeling very happy today,
maybe its because of the outing with a long-time-no-see neighbour.
We stay soooo near, just 2 houses next to each other.
We hardly meet up cause I had my SPM and she's in KL.
and sooo now its 20th of December, a perfect month for celebrations & times of family love, time where everyone will be going their own way, missing each other.
Hmmm yep skip this emotional part, I'll cry. HAHA
erm so we had tea at E station, located in Temerloh.
had random chit chats, we've really got so much to catch up!








meeting maggie in KL tmrw with sara, ife and xue ee =)
this made me even happier!
Pray to God for safety and journey mercy.


Sunday, December 19, 2010

stepping into lalaland



OHOHOHOHO.
yes I'm going to study on the 10th of January,
and you may think why the hell 11th is circled.
its because its my birthday.
and so I'm leaving my home 1 day before my birthday, efffff. :0
Dad told me "I think You'll surely have a happy birthday", then I was like, "Damn it" 
HAHA.
The place im gonna stay takes 5 minutes drive from the college,
and I'm quite satisfied with the environment.
Its more to a real-student-campus-life college compared to the others, aint criticizing other colleges, but TAR's environment will be my preference.
Though the people there are more to chinese ed, but I'm okay with it, cause I'm a chinese ed too,
just that I gotta speak more English to get it in my step ;))

Now I'll be excited to go,
when I'm there,
I think I'll be homesick.
I hope I don't ROFL
=)
pursue my dreams,
adventures, wait for me!

xoxo

Saturday, December 18, 2010

are you ready?

As you can see I've changed my blog skin ;)
but I guess this wouldnt get your attention cause my blog ain't really spreaded out to public.
Fine, I dont like the header written "only you".
Sounds so geeeeeeky.
What I liked about it is the simple design.
Click the comment link and let me know you were here!
Or even give me your blog link, I'm interested in knowing people's life better, EXTREMELY!
hohoho, just couldn't resist the happiness to talk a lil' bout this.


Ok cut the crap, back to the topic.
NOW PEEEPS! are you ready for Christmas?
OH DEFINITELY!
how are you people celebrating xmas 2010? 
what will all of us be thinking at that time? I'm still wondering.
For me, I'm happy cause it's Jesus's birthday. 
and erm to be religious here, I'm feeling very contented and special to have Him.
Next would be because this is the last party I'll have with the bunch for 2010.
I'ld really miss them. Sadly, not all of them could attend, sara & maggie. 
(don't go AWWWW in front of your monitor) hahahah.
I'm waiting for my besties to be back, *im more excited than them seriously xp*
=)
what's in your mind guys?
waiting for someone? or excited about new things to come in 2011?
No matter what shitty reasons you have, just fulfill them before its too late.
Don't wait till time passes & then u turn back with a sigh. 


 






Bye peeps,
I'm too tired to blog about cheerful stuffs.
and Oh yea,
I'm gonna study in TARC.
=)
hearts berryy much. 



 



Tuesday, December 14, 2010

decisions.



okay people,
which road to go?
Medic or accountancy?
hahah sounds contrary right.
exactly.
But the number of Dr in Malaysia are gonna be cut down by the government,
I'm afraid I needa sit by the road side and treat no one, that time I'm really so doomed.
GAHAAA.
=0
I'm thinking if I do medic overseas & work there, It would be terrific for me.
But I need to really prepare myself not to have homesick and also ''mum and dad dont-miss-me''
I'm okay studying out there, all I want is my dream.
Perhaps dad suggested Accountancy as he didnt want me to work that hard and suffer,
like my sister right now, 24 hours working. She looks worst than a panda when she is On call. AWFUL.

To love a job is to accept the nature of the career.
;)
so,
head on medic?
I HOPE SO MAN.

bless the world, Lord.
thank you for all these while.
hearts.

Monday, December 13, 2010

the world is of A to Z





mixing around with people of different ages & characters makes me feel that I need to actually communicate and have variety of topics with specific people ;)

a young girl, 14, took the initiative to chat with me through facebook.
and without hesitation she told me as if she was talking to her dear diary.
telling me about her trips, that she felt so splendid about.
And I used to entertain kids, and was kind of happy to listen to them.
I love to listen, and to respond as well,
especially those innocent thoughts of children, that I felt are clean & without any secrets, simple at the same time.

and with my field of friends, of the same age.
there are also different types of people in it.
and thats the reason why not everyone can click with each other.
and to deal with them, you need to understand and then automatically know what topics to throw out to them
=)

there're too many kinds of homosapiens in this freaking world
and
so BE creative, THINK creative

nights

Sunday, December 12, 2010

family is love

the kids came
never had an opportunity to take any photos of em' cause u know,
babies are always in MOTION hahahah run here run there, what to take?

erm,
what I want to tell you guys today is that,
love your family first, before loving your friends.
If you don't know how, then don't love anyone.
=)
The moment you have family love,
thats the moment when you feel you can live without a partner in life.
You wouldnt die even without your boyfriend/girlfriend.
Cause you know, there's always a group of people, behind you that wouldnt leave you

Before loving your family members, you must first love God
He. is everything.
He gave me, us, you, they, everything in this world.
Even the most tiny particles --- dust.


END


Tried out my baby camera 
i really love it
OH.
<3

my lips bled, painful like shit





hahaha forgot to rotate, lazy to edit.
















my baby cam works super well ok.
heart it lots

every single precious moment can be delayed by a camera.
even the time in a watch

=D

Saturday, December 11, 2010

.

you love to use songs, to express your feelings
and I like it.

=)

Friday, December 10, 2010

hair clips to the rescue ;)


I just realized my eyes balls are brown.
hahahha but that's not what im gonna talk about today (midnight 2.21am).
OK as u can see i'm holding somethin'
What is it?
HAIR GRIPS!
Yes you are right!
you must be thinking what the hell can I write about hairclips right.
Ah-ah  you are so wrong then.

Hair Grips,
known as Hair Clips or "Giaps" 
are super useful.
Dont look down on this little thingy.
Girls, without this, 
YOU WONT BE ABLE TO LIVE, trust me!

1st,
you need this to look pretty.
girls with long hair used to have some baby hair jutting out right.
when you feel its so annoying,
You know I know,
you will definitely need Mr Clip!

2nd,
you wanna look neat.
in school,
for girl who has long fringes or bangs will needa pin their hair up, or aside,
cause if they don't,
they will need to meet our discipline teacher - Mrs Yap/ Pn Ang.
hahahhaa
see?

3rd,
you feel like super duper oven hot. ( i mean real hot, aint the hawttt hahah)
when you're studying,
when you're going for sports,
when you are just at home laying,
you feel annoyed by the layer of ''OZONE" on your forehead.
You feel like killing it,
especially when you sweat.
sticking the piece of wet hair on your forehead, that obviously suck.
its worst than a piece of Cool Cool Fever!

4th,
you wanna set up a hairstyle.
seen those hair of females before they go for wedding dinners? 
or perhaps a prom?
those hair aint just set up easily with hair spray,
all they need are CLIPS!
the only thing is that they're all hidden beneath the hair!
so mysterious right, wahahah 
(okay im exaggerating actually, jusst to emphasize)


Hair clips are useful, easy and convenient.
so please just treasure them!
cause they used to be lost easily,
and anytime you will feel so frustrated when you cant find one!
and they are so cheap
so keep it properly in a box,
a lovely box.

;)
Goodnight peeps!



Thursday, December 9, 2010

To my family & friends.

once we're all happy together,
that is apparently everything to me ;)





Wednesday, December 8, 2010

smartphone overtook point-and-shoot cameras

stepping into the new era, people use smartphone!
they prefer to use it to share pictures with friends than to take out their cameras, which are known as clumsy point-and-shoot cammies.
actually they are just purely lazy, exactly!
obviously pictures taken by cameras are nicer than those from your freaking smartphone. *grinds*
having smartphones nowadays has really changed the world rounddd
;)
everything can be done, with just that so called smartphone, its so so smart!
with the improved lens of phone cameras, some even come in HD, imagine!
and with this smartie phones,
poor thing DSLRs, semi-pros or normal compact cameras are being eliminated.
=(( *but i still love them*




*sparks in my eyes* awwww.
I don't know what model to buy cause Im not an expert in cameras,
will have to do serious research cause dad said he's gonna buy one of this for me ;)
I nearly died when I heard that.
O.O

I hope I wont throw my LX-3 at home once I get the new baby
wheeee, I know it is still very useful,
but...... I love new things than older ones.
;))
and yes thats why Im introducing TRON - Legacy, a new movie






this girl looks super cool, eh?






CLICK FOR TRAILER


heheheheh




<3
one week break until my next paper, which is the 2nd last.
Chinese and then Est
good luck!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

don't hit your own tail.


I was so obsessed with 'SNAKE' these days.
don't look down on this childhood game, its like so exciting,
trying to be beat your own high score all the time, starting with the first level,
until the snake gets so long that I'll be like ''what to do what to do, MY TAILLLL!"
super duper chi-gek okay.
I know people nowadays dont play with this cause people are moving into a techno world!
with so many NANOs or PODs.
(I wanna play Patta Pom)! I wonder if I spelled it right, but Im missing you!
the best game i've played in Psp ;))

biology, after you, I will be 9/11 percent free from SPM ;)
you take a large brain capacity but I love you the most among all the science subjects!
why the hell.



















CHEER UP DEAR FRIEND ;D
a boy who's willing to leave his girlfriend just to be with you 
doesnt mean that he loves you so much,
yet it actually symbolises he'll one day leave you like how he left his ex. 
(it goes the same for a 'her')

it was so long since I wrote or thought of stuffs like that.
but it was a friend, who reminded me when he told me about his love story,
quite saddening.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

paramore, train.


Lyrics | Paramore lyrics - Playing God lyrics

;)))
updated just for dear hayley & e band


Hey soul sister? NAH.
SHAKEEE UP THE HAPPINESS, CHRISTMAS TIME!


Friday, December 3, 2010

..




I found this,
because of you 

=)

he was one of the kind
a best friend like a partner, but aint a lover

 
been prepared since I rested so long after the previous relationship
i wasnt in a rush to get any replacements,
but to follow how fate brings us together.
next year, we'll see.
if that's not the right time, its okay 
we can wait, u said.
I like it
when you actually make plans
and live life as it is.
being free & relaxing.
i'm myself, when i'm with you,
I really am.
& yea, 
we pray, together.






Thursday, December 2, 2010

Deck the haaallllllsssssssss, people!

(it's long, read it if only you have the time to)
an early pre-xmas post.
ha.ha.ha
1st
Its the 2nd day December!
and to me, December is christmas! the end of the year! new year is coming! trips! sales! parties! vacation! backpacks! singlets! pictures! memories! hopes! 
hahaha ;) a lot right I know, Im very greedy.
If you would just flip open my wishlist,
you'll be like "Where's the end of the list?!"
 you wouldnt find -THE END- cause its gaining a lot of 'weight' man,
from its owner, mua.
  *sparkling.







 Stipey maxi
I love maxiS very much,
like for 110/100!
THIS MUCH!
bottom one too,
but copyright protected.
so,

and, these.


 tight dresses




 OH AND MY LOVELY RED


Mocassins are made just so uniquely
but not everyone likes it.
its like one in a million of them wear em' 
=) 









 Lovely. 

 and I found out that I actually loved lace so much.
yet only exclusively BLACK ones. 
and yep,
one more 
click
its a deep V Red
suitable for the color of a santarina (santa claus's assistant LOL)



wishing to get all of these clothes is one thing,
being affordable or not to buy these is another thing,
having occasions to finish wearing all of them is HMMMMM.............



2nd
Next,
do you know what Christmas is all about?
Its actually Jesus's birthday ;)
he came to the world by Mary & Joseph
for Christians, u guys know best.
Why would God do such a thing? 
Why would he come as a baby, instead of appearing in power and majesty? 
Why make himself a true man and live among us, 
when he knew full well how terribly he would be treated?
It was LOVE!
 yea love.
the love He gives is totally different from your family, boyfriend girlfriend hubby of wifey,
nor friends, soulmates, ex-es, teachers, your great great grandpa/ma.
=)
I've experienced it
My prayers do come true.
Yes,
I have Faith in Him 
no matter what I do,
what I know is dangerous to do,
I trust that He will get me out of danger
or even He doesn't, He just did it as He wanted me to learn.
25th of Dec, 23 days more to go
its Your Biggest Day, Lord.





3rd
Party every day par-par-par
Party every day
Okay I have 4 more papers to go.
OUW!
if without any obstacles,
my smooth n clear plan will go on.
X'mas party in my housie!
Peeps, will decorate it nicelyy.
Sleepover night of the girls, assured!
Malacca trip!
Thailand trip (hoping for it)
Singapore!

;)

y'know
although these places are like so damn near,
or maybe you'll think that there's nothing to enjoy,
but its the main point where ALL OF US are together

love gao gao

XOXO